Contentment

October 27, 2009

Tuesday~October 27, 2009

It’s reaching in the pocket
of a coat from last year
and making that discovery,
the familiar soft paper feel of money

That heart flutter moment
I wonder if…
and then pulling it out

to find a buck rather than a twenty.

It’s saying it’s good either way

Not stomping or pouting
no I deserve betters
or I deserve mores

No where is my very best life?!

But instead,
it’s putting that just one dollar back in,
sliding your hand to the safety of your pocket
closing your fingers over the treasure,
holding tight for safe keeping
soft and familiar
good

It’s believing in the enough
of all the beautiful things in your life,
things you already have
and then it’s still hoping life can
grow
multiply
loaves and fish
dreams come true
there instead of here
grass greener
change

But mostly, it’s the belief held in the deepest places
that even if the hopes are dashed
no growing
no moving
no healing
no change
no reconciliation
no dream come true…
the enough is still enough
and good,
just that one soft and familiar dollar that’s yours,
a thing that seems little or less without the appreciation of it’s value.

It’s holding that one, your life, tightly in the safety of your pocket and thinking it’s more than enough.

{ 32 comments }

Heather October 27, 2009 at 11:11 am

I love that!

togetherforgood October 27, 2009 at 11:30 am

wonderfully said.

Jo@Mylestones October 27, 2009 at 11:42 am

So well put. Even if hopes are dashed, it's believing there's already enough of the beautiful. Such a great way to explain contentment. Now if only we could get that concept through our thick heads and deep into our hearts!

~*Michelle*~ October 27, 2009 at 11:56 am

WOW! So happy that God led me here today…..what a beautiful reminder to know and trust that God supplies all of our needs, and that we should delight in all He has given us.

Peace~
*~Michelle~*

Keyona October 27, 2009 at 12:05 pm

You write so beautifully. I bet you don't even know it. Love it.

jasonS October 27, 2009 at 12:06 pm

Good stuff. I love that feeling, but I've been disappointed many a time when I pull out an old receipt and no money at all.

Still, contentment is good!

Sabrina October 27, 2009 at 12:10 pm

I loved that Heather! So perfect! Thank you, you are a gift!

Shana October 27, 2009 at 12:14 pm

I love this…!

Rebecca October 27, 2009 at 12:35 pm

Wow – so much to think about with this today.
Thank-you.

Susan Berlien (warmchocmilk) October 27, 2009 at 12:42 pm

I hope if I keep writing and practicing that someday I'll be able to write even one post like that. I hope. :)
Great job Heather…Love it!

charrette October 27, 2009 at 12:58 pm

Finding treasure-money in long-ago-forgotten coat pockets is one of the sweetest joys of life. Even a dollar feels like this magical blessing….

Tooj October 27, 2009 at 1:04 pm

Enough indeed. Can you take back grumblings about what you "really want"? Because I might or MIGHT NOT have grumbled something like that today, and now you make me feel bad. In a good way.

Elizabeth October 27, 2009 at 1:12 pm

My favorite line: BUT WHERE'S MY VERY BEST LIFE NOW???

LOL. Yep. That.

Billy Coffey October 27, 2009 at 1:13 pm

Sigh…

Kathleen October 27, 2009 at 1:19 pm

That was deliciously spoken! Like vitamin D for the sun deprived.

Ann's Rants October 27, 2009 at 1:23 pm

That's the blog!

That one dollar bill.

(but yours' is worth countless more!)

CaJoh October 27, 2009 at 1:32 pm

Excellent poem.

That's what makes you who you are.

You do take the ordinary and make it extraordinary.

Thank you for sharing,

Corinne October 27, 2009 at 1:34 pm

So good. You always post what I'm looking to read. I especially like the last line.

deb October 27, 2009 at 2:34 pm

I needed this today, Heather
thank you

Jen October 27, 2009 at 2:44 pm

*sigh* Just beautiful *sigh*

Kori October 27, 2009 at 2:58 pm

Amen to this.

sara October 27, 2009 at 3:02 pm

that was so good Heather and something I needed to hear today….thanx.

D. October 27, 2009 at 3:10 pm

Love this and I need the reminder from time to time. I am in that transitional stage of my life and I get too excited for what might be coming that I need to be reminded of what I have now and to enjoy today.

thanks lady!

L.T. Elliot October 27, 2009 at 3:20 pm

It's wonderful to find hidden treasures. It's wonderful to find enough, feel enough, and live enough.

Heather Sunseri October 27, 2009 at 3:35 pm

What a great message! Thanks, Heather!

Kimberly October 27, 2009 at 5:06 pm

Once again you've put into words something that's been on my mind lately. Contentment…oh yes. How much in this life seems calculated to breed discontent and how difficult it can be to fend it off!

Jamie @ Six Bricks High October 27, 2009 at 5:51 pm

So good!

Britt October 27, 2009 at 6:01 pm

So simple and beautiful. I need to read this often!

mama-face October 27, 2009 at 6:02 pm

you amaze me.

I usually find a used kleenex. :(

ps cute picture!:)

blueviolet October 27, 2009 at 10:56 pm

It took me years to figure that out. But, now I have more peace.

5thsister October 28, 2009 at 4:12 am

I have the same feeling when finding money in the laundry!

Seriously, though…great prose!

Kelly @ The Miller Mix October 29, 2009 at 1:16 am

So true. And when it's only a dollar, I put it back and feel safe knowing it'll be there the next time I put on that coat, even if the next time is another year away.

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